Thank you Every1 for taking the time to reply to my post
I am sorry for the delay in getting back to you, the news of my cytogenetics has had a pretty dramatic effect on me plus I am in the UK so there is a time delay.
There has been a bit of wrangling as to whether I have MGUS or smoldering myeloma from a bone marrow biopsy (BMB) on 3rd of Sept last year. My haem cons thinks I had 9% plasma cells in my bone marrow (MGUS) and my cons in the NAC (they suspected AL amyloidosis this was ruled out on SAP scan) thought I had a little more so said I was in the smoldering myeloma category. I await another BMB in the next week.
I have a lamda excess SFLC ratio of 0.028 which my haem said would put me in the Intermediate risk category for progression. I do not have a paraprotien/M-spike, I make lambda light chains. I have no CRAB. I have a small amount of BJP in my urine, kidney function is fine. A skeletal survey and MRI spine ruled out any lytic lesions. My B-microglobulin is going to get done and also some flow cytometry will be sent which is a relatively new thing over here.
All this may help give more info as to my risk for progression to myeloma that needs treated (whether I am MGUS or SMM at the moment) but at the end of the day I have a set of cards that have been dealt already and these genetic abnormalities do not bode well once I progress and the outlook for me is very poor. To add to this, I am watched for signs of AL amyloidosis and a blood test called the serum nt probnp which indicates deposition of amyloid tissue in the heart has risen for the first time although still in normal limits.
I am 46 years old, an acute nurse for 28 years with a specialist qualification in palliative care plus I worked in a haematology ward for 3 years. My eyes are wide open and I need to find a way of coping with all this, I have a constant feeling of anxiety in my tummy/chest that won't go away. I am tired but find resting hard as I am on alert at all times. How do we find peace with all this?
Many thanks again Dr Libby, Dana & KJpoppit xx