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Pat Killingsworth wrote a regular column for The Myeloma Beacon from April, 2010 to February, 2016. He was diagnosed with multiple myeloma in April, 2007 at the age of 51. He initially achieved a complete response to treatment with a combination of extensive radiation and continuous drug-based therapy. Four years after his diagnosis, Pat's disease returned, and he underwent a series of additional treatments, including a total of three autologous stem cell transplants at different times. Unfortunately, Pat passed away on his 60th birthday in February, 2016. By that time, however, Pat had made a significant impact on the lives of many patients and caregivers through his extensive writing and speaking about multiple myeloma. Pat's efforts were supported and made possible in many ways by his wife Pattie, who is also a cancer survivor, and is still cancer-free today.

Pat Killingsworth has written 140 article(s) .

[ by | Apr 3, 2014 5:19 pm | 27 Comments ]
Pat’s Place: When The End Isn’t The End

Before I get started, I want to share good news about my ongoing myeloma therapy.

If you recall, after a recent relapse, my doctors and I had decided to try adding Revlimid (lenalidomide) to my doublet of Velcade (bortezomib) and dexa­meth­a­sone (Decadron) one last time, hoping it might still work.  Although it has only been two months, the combination does seem to be helping; my M-spike has dropped from 0.5 g/dL down to 0.4 …

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[ by | Mar 6, 2014 11:11 am | 30 Comments ]
Pat’s Place: Is A Therapy Tolerable? It’s All Relative

Last month I promised to update you following the discovery that I had developed several large plasmacytomas (lesions or tumors) under my ribs.  I had just started radiation therapy to relieve the sharp pain I felt there.

I’m happy to report that most of the pain is now gone.

Reflecting back, it’s been a tough month.

Leading up to the discovery of the plasmacytomas, I had been feeling much better than in the past, thanks in part to ongoing testosterone …

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[ by | Feb 6, 2014 4:02 pm | 35 Comments ]
Pat’s Place: Watchful Waiting Is Not For Me

Myeloma is a heterogeneous disease.  I hear that phrase used often among multiple myeloma specialists.  But what does it mean?

It means that myeloma isn’t a single type of cancer.  It‘s a multifaceted demon, effecting each of us in surprising and unexpected ways.  Researchers now believe that there can even be several different types of myeloma in the same patient.  As you can imagine, this makes myeloma exceedingly difficult to treat; it’s hard to hit a moving target!

Sometimes myeloma …

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[ by | Jan 2, 2014 3:42 pm | 13 Comments ]
Pat’s Place: Eight Great Ways To Start Your New Year!

I’m a big fan of New Year’s resolutions.  Sure, most of us never really give them a shot; often they’re broken before the ink is dry.  But what have we got to lose?

I have trouble planning for more than a year or two anyway.  I’m a realist and don’t want to tempt fate.  But one year at a time?  Perfect!

Like many of you, 2013 wasn’t my best year.  Although my hip replacement went off without a hitch, I …

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[ by | Dec 5, 2013 3:50 pm | 11 Comments ]
Pat’s Place: Myeloma Counseling Helps Me See The Light

Earlier this year, I realized that I might need some emotional help.  No matter how determined I am to stay hopeful and positive, living with multiple myeloma and being surrounded by my fellow myeloma patients, some of whom are seriously ill, can take its toll.

Many Americans are reluctant to seek professional help.  Working with a psychologist or psychiatrist is often stigmatized, and mental health is often misunderstood.

Neither of these was a problem for me.  My master’s degree in …

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[ by | Nov 7, 2013 1:11 pm | 18 Comments ]
Pat’s Place: Don’t Give Up On Seeking Help To Improve Your Quality Of Life!

"You gotta fight – for your right – to party!"  Remember that popular 1986 song by the Beastie Boys?  I was never a "rocker," but I couldn't get the song out of my head yesterday morning while I was doing some yard work.

A fellow multiple myeloma patient recently asked me, “How do other patients you know deal with their fatigue?  I’m tired all of the time…”  A great question with no simple answer.

So many things can cause fatigue …

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[ by | Oct 3, 2013 2:01 pm | 25 Comments ]
Pat’s Place: Did Testosterone Therapy Contribute To My Relapse?

I won’t bury the lead.  Last week I learned that I’d relapsed yet again.  The news was unexpected.  After all, my monoclonal protein (M-spike) had been stable at a low 0.2 g/dL for over a year.  Now it had jumped to 0.5 g/dL.

Most multiple myeloma patients are asymptomatic with M-spikes a lot higher than 0.5 g/dL.  But that isn’t a good number for me.  I developed bone lesions at that number following my stem cell transplant several years ago. …

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